As other posts, this one comes far too late.. after years. That could just mean one thing and one thing only - I am really sad. The worst thing is that there isn't a thing that is wrong. Everything is working, my work is fine, I have friends who care. I have family that loves. But I am just sad.. sad for myself and the things around me. Something from the inside is not right.
I am still chasing things in the air, things that don't really exist anymore. Things that I ended. Things that I regret ending. Things that churn my guts from the inside, twist me and choke me down. After 2 years u would have guessed it would have passed, but who knew a bit of liquid push is all it needed to get to the bottom of my sorrow. who knew it could be so deep, who knew that it still existed down there.
I hope to come out of this and for that I leave it forever.
I am still chasing things in the air, things that don't really exist anymore. Things that I ended. Things that I regret ending. Things that churn my guts from the inside, twist me and choke me down. After 2 years u would have guessed it would have passed, but who knew a bit of liquid push is all it needed to get to the bottom of my sorrow. who knew it could be so deep, who knew that it still existed down there.
I hope to come out of this and for that I leave it forever.
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