Moving on...

Humans like to stick to things the way they are and probably I am no exception. Perhaps there  are people who like to try new things but even those people always content that there is something stationary in their life that they can hold on to. I think we all want to be secure about something in life; things that are concrete and will hold no matter what. Unfortunately, for people like me that’s just about everything – a pen, a house, an office or a relationship. I end up thinking it will be forever. I end up thinking that things will hold even if they are destined to end. We just have to learn how to move on with life. 

We have been in this office for 5 years now and it seems so ours. We know everything about it. We know where the white board is, where the coffee maker is, where my desk is and more importantly who the people inside it are. We feel so comfortable in this place that we don’t think twice about entering it. When we are not in the office, we miss it. We think of returning to it over and over again even if it a lot of times pains us when things don’t work. When there is too much noise and when whatever we try, we can’t fix issues with it. When we are disappointed with everything that there is. When we give up and hope things will be better tomorrow.

But it’s not always the bad things, there have been moments where I have enjoyed a lot. The joy of returning after a vacation, the joy of seeing familiar things. But you get the idea.

Now we are moving…. We have to. .. some of us have moved on. But I am still here ..waiting for some call from someone telling me to move on. I don’t know if I am ready or not. But I guess this has to happen. I just hope its all ok on the other side….