I would still say fiction...But your call!!
There I was still hearing those sounds, wondering if I was still dead or in the alive world or someway in between. May be stuck on the thread between. I don't know if I thought about my friends already. They probably count the most. I regret not making the friends I wanted. I always wondered if I shoud go and talk to that person and make a new friend. I don't say that I didn't have. I did have my little group that was dear to me and probably the one that I most valued. I accept that they were not the best ones and neither was I. They pushed my limits and I theirs'. I wondered if there was ever something like an ideal friend. I know the philosophy of saying that no friend is ideal and we have to put up with a lot of things from people- that no person can ideally understand you and make you feel the way you wanted, the ideal being the one who would look at you and just understand what you are thinking and do accordingly.
No such person exists - I realized it soon enough. But that said how wrong am I to think that you need ideal friends in your life. you dont want to live a miserable life with a person who doesn't understand you. Given that people can't understand you completely and all you need is a friend who has the right intentions and likes you and no matter what just stays with you in thick and thin. I mean that person can be a friend, but who are you kidding, life does not work that way. You mean to say that there are very few good people in the world who have good intentions for you and want to stay with you in difficult times; there are plenty, but you are not friends with all of them.
Accept it! there are few people who can come close to ideal, those are the people you want to be after if you want to live a normal life. It might sound so cruel to you to leave people who care about you for people who care about you and naturally understand you. And you know there are people who will be there like that. This is not to say that you don't respect people who care about you. It just means that you will be happier with people who care and understand you.
You know there are people you like to be with. your gut tells it to you. No reason nothing. you may fool yourself saying that "I like her because of her sweet smile and the way she looks at me", "I like her because she is so intelligent.". B**l s**t you like someone just because you like that person. End of story!
There I was still hearing those sounds, wondering if I was still dead or in the alive world or someway in between. May be stuck on the thread between. I don't know if I thought about my friends already. They probably count the most. I regret not making the friends I wanted. I always wondered if I shoud go and talk to that person and make a new friend. I don't say that I didn't have. I did have my little group that was dear to me and probably the one that I most valued. I accept that they were not the best ones and neither was I. They pushed my limits and I theirs'. I wondered if there was ever something like an ideal friend. I know the philosophy of saying that no friend is ideal and we have to put up with a lot of things from people- that no person can ideally understand you and make you feel the way you wanted, the ideal being the one who would look at you and just understand what you are thinking and do accordingly.
No such person exists - I realized it soon enough. But that said how wrong am I to think that you need ideal friends in your life. you dont want to live a miserable life with a person who doesn't understand you. Given that people can't understand you completely and all you need is a friend who has the right intentions and likes you and no matter what just stays with you in thick and thin. I mean that person can be a friend, but who are you kidding, life does not work that way. You mean to say that there are very few good people in the world who have good intentions for you and want to stay with you in difficult times; there are plenty, but you are not friends with all of them.
Accept it! there are few people who can come close to ideal, those are the people you want to be after if you want to live a normal life. It might sound so cruel to you to leave people who care about you for people who care about you and naturally understand you. And you know there are people who will be there like that. This is not to say that you don't respect people who care about you. It just means that you will be happier with people who care and understand you.
You know there are people you like to be with. your gut tells it to you. No reason nothing. you may fool yourself saying that "I like her because of her sweet smile and the way she looks at me", "I like her because she is so intelligent.". B**l s**t you like someone just because you like that person. End of story!
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