A deep breath woke me up again. For a moment I felt bad about the condition I was in. I tried to think of how I got into this situation but the same sharp pain pushed me down. They say the when u are about to die, ur whole life comes as a flash and u remember ur happy moments, the times life was great to u. I wonder why no one talks about their regrets. Every one when asked to recall their life, absurdly claim they have no regrets as if everything they did was intentional. As if they had total control over whatever they did. Is having regrets such a bad thing no one wants to admit?
I miss my time with friends and all the time I could not spend with people who could have been my friends. I possibly regret a lot of decisions I made. I wont be like the others claiming to be so righteous and saying "I don't regret any decisions I made. If given a chance I'd live my life exactly that way". F*** those guys man, be brave and say it that u regret doing certain things. You regret not talking to that girl, you regret not taking that leap of faith and saying that I want to be with you, being afraid what others might think about it and more than anything else, what would she say to this? How will she react? Will that break the friendship and any contact I have with her?
Another sharp pain and I forget what I was yapping about. I feel sad about the way I treated my life. I wish there were things I did differently. I think a lot of people think that way. I don't pity myself, my life wasn't all bad (or may be it was!!). I just wish there were certain things I did that made it better. I know there weren't things in my hand or may be they were I don't know.
BTW: Was a fiction
I miss my time with friends and all the time I could not spend with people who could have been my friends. I possibly regret a lot of decisions I made. I wont be like the others claiming to be so righteous and saying "I don't regret any decisions I made. If given a chance I'd live my life exactly that way". F*** those guys man, be brave and say it that u regret doing certain things. You regret not talking to that girl, you regret not taking that leap of faith and saying that I want to be with you, being afraid what others might think about it and more than anything else, what would she say to this? How will she react? Will that break the friendship and any contact I have with her?
Another sharp pain and I forget what I was yapping about. I feel sad about the way I treated my life. I wish there were things I did differently. I think a lot of people think that way. I don't pity myself, my life wasn't all bad (or may be it was!!). I just wish there were certain things I did that made it better. I know there weren't things in my hand or may be they were I don't know.
BTW: Was a fiction
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